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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Just hope to see you again, mother.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 5:03 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
haix..very stress about family problem.. i wonder where are you, i really hope to see you again. keep on dreaming of you every night, while thinking of you i thought of the days you left me. i don't even know wheather if you're alive or not. i really hope to see you, but if i really see you i don't know how to face you or might even say hurtful words to you. in my heart, there's just pure anger and hurt. I don't know the reason of why you left me, i really want to celebrate Mother's day with you, i want to know how it feels like to have a mother's love. i really hate parent-meeting, dad won't come and i got NO you! the other mother at home don't bother about me. the ONLY HOPE in my house is my sister and brother, i got low grades, get in trouble, thinks only bout going out and having fun. The younger ones have brighter future than i do. Don't put hopes in me. If there is no hope sowed, there won't be disappointment. i don't help in any ways at home, treat me good when i give you money but when i stop working, give me the fucking attitude. Home: is a place for me to stay like a hotel, all is left for me is loneliness and emptiness. You don't know what kind of life i've been struggling with, what if i tell you everything? What you gonna say? How have you been? Had they been treating you well? is it? Or a SORRY? Money can buy clock but cannot buy time. Money can buy position but cannot buy respect. It is importatant in everyone's life, but with too much money will only let one's lose it heart. it seems that i don't have any memories of you, only meaningless photos..what can i do with it? keep, recall nothing or cry? Thinking of you only makes me taste salty tears rolling down my cheeks or cry myself to sleep. I don't know why am i saying all these here..but this is how i feel. Labels: Just to see you again Mother..don't know where and how are you. Pls come back here.. |