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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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It's half pass 4 in the morning now.I don't know how to say it.. I can't sleep I miss you mom... where are you?.. Can you hear me calling out for you? Why can't you give me an answer? Please let me know that it's alright everything will be fine.. I just can't take my mind of you Do you know how I feel through these years? I don't know what's wrong with me.. Illusions of you keep haunting me. How are you? There are just so many questions I wanna ask you.. But will you give me a chance, or do i even have a chance? It's been 13 years since you left me.. All I can do here is to countdown to the years, as year passes.. I'm yearning for your pressence I want to cry till my tears dry out I don't know since when, bloggin has already been a part of my life it's always here, anytime. There is something I really want to ask you Have you ever thought of me once in awhile? Have you ever..just once would be enough for me... Where are you? I really miss you.. I know I shouldn't do this, as I know I'm hurting dad and this mom of mine.. I can't bring this up to anyone, I can't... it's getting harder each day.. I don't know why am I like this, is it because Mother's Day is drawing nearer? Maybe it's just an old illness of mine which is reacting.. Missin' you and cry. Everytime, every year..I could only think about you in these period of time I could only cry myself to sleep, cry till I sleep.. yeah, I'm right.. Bloggin is the only way for me to say things out. Labels: Thoughts of you is haunting me to death |