Cus you say.

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Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 11:35 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

You are bloody irritating!
And irritates the fuck out of me.
How i wish now to break your head and stuff undies with bullshit into your filthy mouth.
So you treat me like this when i'm not working?!
WTF!
So you think it's a big deal?
Shut up, it's not.
I know you are trying to break me and bro's relationship.
Everytime when bro plays with me, you ask your darn precious daughter to interupt.
So that me and bro will have lesser time spent with each other.
Everytime when bro misbehave, you ask me to scold him, which made him scared of me and don't dare to come near me.
What are you!
You say something nice in front of me and bad mouth me like shit.
You tell grandpa fake lies and you are simply trying to mess with me.
But i give no shit.
I won't go easy either.
For now, i'm just trying to tolerate you and your nonsense.
Just wait.
Wait till i'm capable to be independent to feed dad.
You'll see for yourself.
Yes i know, no need you to "tell" me.
Hairstyling is my ambition, you are also trying to bring me down with those words of yours.
You succeded, well done.
But it only had a small impact, AND, nothing's gonna stop me.
Not you definately.
I'm keeping quiet and not to talk back to you.
Cus dad is at home and you won't want things to happen like back in 2006.
Do you?
And what happened just now, dad can tell that i'm furious and so do you.
sigh..you might find a hole in your undergarment soon.
Try me, it's not even the start of it.
I don't know how should i address you, a mom or a bitch?
You confuse me alot.
Sometimes, the way you make me feel just makes me don't know how to tell from reality and truth.
I don't know what's wrong with me too.
I call you mom, but do you take that seriously?
When i treat you like my biological mother, you say i'm just acting.
If you think that way, fine.
Because there is no way i could convince you to believe that i treat you like my own mom.
But sometimes the things you do and the way you treat me can obviously tell that we are not.
Yes, i know clearly that i suck in everything i do.
Cus in your eyes, nothing i do is right.
How much i want to prove you wrong, but i know i'd forget all these when you are nice to me again.

dearest sis, to you i'm nothing.
i'm unworthy and a loser.
But you shouldn't be too confident of yourself either.
You get good grades, you try to please almost everyone around you, obedient and hardworking.
Compared to you, I'm all "X" from what you have.
you have all these but you don't know about living at all.
Or perhaps you are too young to know.
But being too proud is what one shouldn't have too much.
Too bad you are one of those proud cocks.
Your looks is really deceiving.
When we go out together, people see you as a little innocent "angel",
while i'm known as the "devil".
Yes, i admit i don't leave good impression on others.
But i don't act like how i look.
For you, it's different.
I wonder do you even know how to love your dad.
Your one and only dad.
We are related because of dad, and because we have the same bloodline flowing in our veins.
You love mom, but do you love dad?
I bet you feel guilty when i ask you this.
Everytime when dad ask you, you hesitate to answer.

Both of you are the same.
I just hope that brother won't be like any of you.
Mess with me, but not dad.
You say you cant live without dad, do you mean it from the bottom of your heart?
Or you say it because we are in crucial state?