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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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It's so hard to find someone who truly understand me now.Like many things had changed, don't know what was like before. Really misses secondary school life, i ain't really enjoying my life in ITE. Is people from courses like Hair Fashion and Design or Beauty Therapy well known for bitching around here and there? Or let me just say about my course, Hair Fashion & Design? Perhaps. hah. Honestly, i love this course alot but not the people. In secondary school, i love the people but not studies! Don't know why am i feeling so down right now, or perhaps im going crazy? hahah. kidding, i won't. Calm down~ Naomi, Jin Gui, Priscilla, Kasturi,Kar Yun and Cheryl!!! Miss you guys alot!!! Really, when are you guys free?! I'm really going crazy for not seeing you guys, please don't think it in a sicko way, just really miss all of you cus i went through the pictures we took in sec school. And thinking back, it's all very different from ITE. I may appear to smile and be happy in school, but the joy isn't from within. The laugh and smile i give isn't even real, nor is it fake But it just doesn't come from within. I tend to feel exhausted everytime after school, unlike the old me who loves going out after school. Now, it's hard to see me going out after school unless im meeting bei yi. Don't know why, it's just the start of this course and i feel like it's so dry! ARGH! Tried to stop myself from having such mentality and thoughts, trying hard. Cus it's really just the beginning. Today Fu Mei[Jinn's Sister] is my model for my practical "rehersal" Wonder how i did and how she thought and feel of the whole process this morning. Because it's basic styling so it's not really "styled up" but yet "styled". Get what i mean? Tomorrow will be attending dance lesson in school. Now i feel that i understand dance a little more than when i started. Still, it's not easy but trying to get it. It's really a good workout for me, especially the warm ups. Can die! But it's good~ (: Naomi, now i know why you enjoy dance so much cus it's really fun. Luckily didn't quit this cca or else it's me who's losing it. Oh anyway, today was the graduation ceremony, boring to hell! Cus this graduating class are April intake, if im not wrong. End of year graduation ceremony is more grand and the venue is bigger! Thought there will be buffet there, but in the end Sandwich buffet, but didn't even get to have a bite of it. Cus it's only for VIPs, Guest and teachers. Disappointed. hahah. Anyway, last paragraph for this post. My handphone broke down! It was QUITE fine this morning but just that cannot text/send messages, my prepaid still have money and the card has not expired yet! But don't know why when i reached home, when i tried calling and go to my contacts, it just went blank. Battery is still full, but it just died on me like that. wth. Tomorrow might get a secondhand phone. :/ Though i wish for a new one. But impossible! So i don't pin high hopes that dad will allow me to buy a brand new one. Alright that's all, bye! |