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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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You're just one of those whom i keep close to my heart..
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 @ 12:13 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
You're just so silly..I can never have my mind at ease, everytime worry that you might get into trouble or forget things. Worried about you thinking too much. I know i haven't been a real good friend, i don't know what you are going through until just, when i read your blog. I always hope i can be the one to make you smile, be there to help you up. This fall impacted you alot, made your own image blurred till you dont know who you are anymore. But don't forget there's still me and the God you believe in. Give me a call and i'm ready to listen to your cries, your complaints and whatsoever. [even though im using prepaid card] I've never treated any friend like this, maybe you're just that 1 friend whom i keep close to my very heart. Close till we are misunderstood by others. I was really worried the other day, that's why i went to your house even though i've got curfew. But im more worried about you than dad scolding me. I'm not the happiest person around, but im wiliing to share what i have with you. I don't have the best but being able to spent time with you; honestly im the most carefree me. And you're the you. Just that now you're lost by yourself. That's why im here to walk through with your lost moments. Can't make you laugh like before, you said i've changed, become more quiet. Yeah, maybe it's true. But let this silence between us be comfortable once in a while, let my silence calm you down. Now i find talking is a difficutly, but when im with you, i seem to talk much more than usual. I find myself much happier. Could never imagine, what will my days be like without your presence. ___________________________________________________________________ Anyway, worked at illuma today or rather yesterday? Cus it's fifteen past twelve at night. So it's counted as yesterday. Woah, it sucked. Re-packed and labelled all the bags and stuffs. It seems to be more organised now. (: And today sales not good then 'someone' gave me shitface. Like as if i want the sales to be bad, but the customer's not buying, who can you blame? Showing me shitface will help to increase your sales? -.- Can't really tolerate, so i just react the same way you treat me. I think you realised it as well, then you start to talk to me nicely. Damn, this is the first time i encounter a bad working experience with you. Others said you ain't that good person of whom i know. But you proved those right. You just ain't THAT good after all. After work, went to dad's shop. Then chatted with his friends. Help out dad for awhile then closed for the day. Oh before closing, talked to "Rojak" auntie. She keeps introducing his son to me! -.- damn. Then she suddenly asked dad, what if my son woo her[me]? I was stunned, i mean real stunned. Dad's face went blank! hahah! But after that said, "let nature take its course". True true, whatever will be will be. But of course i hope not. Eww~ Think am starting to be disgusted by boys/guys again. I've met his son a few times before, talked ABIT. Cus im very 'dao'. Known for that though. I don't even remember his name, and haven't met for more than a year now. wahahah, if i ever get a Girlfriend this time, i would just formally introduce Her to my family. Think dad is just gonna run after me with choppers! Don't know why, i really liked this guy. I don't have the courage to tell him how i feel, and i suppress myself to forget him. Now that after months to really get over him, although there's definately a nostalgia feeling inside. But still, he's part of my memory(: It's true that he's different, different in his own way where you can hardly find in those common guys. It's hard to describe it here. Cus sometimes when you really like someone, he/she may not be precious in other's eye but in your very own eye, it means very much. Alright, he's just happy with what he have right now. So am i. yeah~ that's for it for today. Not working tomorrow, got diarrhoea and my nose has been bleeding now and then. Either when i wake up or before i go to sleep? What does this mean? Heaty or what?? *i may have the answers to answer your question, may help you solve your problems. But why is it that when it comes to mine, i can't seem to deal with it? |