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![]() XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Monday, June 8, 2009 @ 6:25 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Okay the following topics which I'll be bloggin is more on the love side.Which is somehow i think people needs to know. And I just cant keep it in my heart any longer cus it's just irritating the hell outta me. Okay what will you do if you love someone alot and your partner also feels the same? Will you give both of you a chance or would you just stay the same but it's like more than a friend thing? A friend and a stead is different. There is a limit which you cant do between friends while lovers can. e.g. kiss. And what if those around you don't like both of you together? Would you live up to it and please them or would you ignore them about how or what they think, to just be with the one you love? If it's me, I would ignore all those around me, cus it's what they have to live with if they wanna be by my side. And it's something they have to accept/learn whether they like it or not. Well, some people thinks differently. That's the problem. There was someone who told me this "You can please no one". And I think it's true, at the end of the day. You're the one who lose. Cus by pleasing those around you and giving up the person you love you're the one who loses it. Think about it for a minute or so. Don't be silly. Trust me. If you really want to be with the person, face it, tell her, walk through together through these hard times. It's not about gaining others opinions or whatsoever. Why bother? Cus it's the decision you've made even you know how will it be like whether is it good or bad. Get it? Alright, i've been thinking about certain things during holidays. It's about someone. If you are reading this, i think you should know who am I referring to. yeah. I don't know why have I been thinking to give you another chance these lately. And I'm really very very scared, that what happened to us before repeats. I'm really scared and insecure about this. And you took me for granted, you treat me like a toy or would i say fool? Be with me now and throw me aside after that. What do you take me for? Am I just a toy to you? You know how much I loved you before. And you only realise all these after I left you. You said i changed alot, yeah i did. I'm no longer the same, because of what you said and did just hurts me so bad which I cry when i think about it. You'll never know how long does it take for me to forget you. You know that? I bet you don't, cus in the past, you don't care about me. And I used ways to get you concern by making you jealous. [I know it's stupid, but it's the only way to know whether do you still care about me] My friends helped me out, console me and asked me to forget you. But why is it that after you confessed something to me which makes my heart churns agains. It's frustrating the hell outta me. But what if I give you another chance? Will you take it seriously or treat it like a toy? I'm no longer the fool who was blindly in love with you and clinging onto you, begging you to not leave me. No longer.. I take love seriously, I don't play nor cheat your feeling if I'm with you. I won't hurt you behind your back, flirting and stuffs like that. You know that. But well, what now? |