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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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I really hate myself for being like this.I don't know why am i starting to feel like this. But i really feels like giving up everything. Studies,life, future everything. That's why i really hate myself for being like this. I don't smile/laugh like how i used to be, smile naturally with sincerity. But now, the smile that i put on isn't true. I don't know how to hang on anymore, no idea how to put on a strong front so that people around me won't worry. Sometimes or most of the time, i really feel like breaking down. I wanna cry the shit out of me, but how, where and who to cry to. How much i wish i have the capability to move out of this house now. I don't know why, for these past few months, i miss my biological mom very much. Alright shall stop blogging here. |