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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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MY GOSH!YOU REALLY RUIN MY DAY! i CAME HOME HAPPILY TELLING DAD ABOUT THINGS AND YOU HAD TO RUIN IT! BLOODY HELL, I WASN'T EVEN TALKING TO YOU! YOU SAID YOU DID NOT WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME AND NOW WHAT? TRYING TO POKE YOUR ASS INTO MY BUSINESS?! YOU MOTHERFUCKER! WANNA PLAY BITCH WITH ME? I CAN BE A MUCH BLOODY,FREAKING AND FUCKIN' BITCH, BABY. EVEN BITCH ISN'T COMPATIBLE FOR SOMEONE LIKE YOU! YOU ARE NOT SUITABLE FOR BITCH AT ALL CUS YOU'RE HELLA MORE WORST THAN A BITCH! I REALLY HAD ENOUGH OF IT! AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, I GIVE IN TO YOU, AND WHAT ARE YOU ASKING FOR? YOU ALREADY SAID, I'M NOT YOUR BLOOD AND FLESH AND WHETHER I LIVE OR DIE, YOU WON'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME. YOU KNOW WHAT? JUST YOU WAIT, CUS IM GONNA PROVE YOU ALL WRONG AND SHOW WHAT I'VE GOT AND WHAT I CAN DO WITHIN MY ABILITIES! AS SOMEONE MUCH OLDER THAN ME AND A MOTHER OF 2, LOOK AT YOUR BEHAVIOUR! YOU'RE ACTING JUST LIKE SOMEONE WHO'S YOUNGER THAN ME. THE WAY YOU TREAT ME IS THE WAY I REACT. DON'T SAY I'M REBELLIOUS CUS YOU STARTED IT! WHAT'S MORE IS THAT I'M NOT THOSE UNREASONABLE TYPE! SERIOUSLY, DON'T TRY ME. I REALLY HAD ENOUGH OF IT. LIVING UNDER THE SAME ROOF AS YOU KILLS THAT HELLA FUCK OUTTA ME! AND IT DOESN'T MATTER IF WE TALK OR NOT, CUS YOU WANNA TRY NOT TALKING TO EACH OTHER FOR MORE THAN A YEAR UNDER ONE ROOF? LET'S TRY AND SEE WHETHER WE BREAK OUR HIGHEST RECORD OR NOT. APPARANTLY, I'M VENTING OUT MY ANGER HERE AND SOME WORDS MIGHT BE OUT CUS OF ANGER. BUT IT'S TRUE. IF ONE DAY I REGRET SAYING THIS, I MUST BE CRAZY. WHY NOT JUST LET TIME GOES AND SEE WHETHER WILL I BE CRAZY? WONDER HOW MUCH LONGER CAN I LIVE UNDER THIS ROOF? HOPE MY HEART WON'T SOFTEN BY YOUR LITTLE ACTIONS OR WORDS. CUS I DON'T WANT TO BE A SOFTIE ANYMORE! Sick and tired of all these, really don't wanna face all these ever again. Now, i sound like im running away from things in life, but one day i will have to face it again. Well, might as well bravely walk towards to what you fear and dislike, that's the way to grow and learn. Isn't it? Now i feel much better and seem to be more optimistic! [not really actually] just trying to comfort myself(: Anyway will not be posting about what happened today and all, cus when i reached home, everything that had happened earlier in school seems to be gone. Those laughters and jokes shared among us. Gonna save my pocket money to go to UniQlo to buy a jacket i love! Or rather a vest! $70 would be enough to buy the jacket. plus if i wanna buy a vest would be another $50! Gotta save up now! Labels: o |