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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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I think i've already liked you, my god..It really sounds ridiculous, cus the person i like is not a girl. After 4 years of being a butch, now what? Turning straight? Biggest joke of the year. I really cannot cannot believe it myself either, at first, i tried to deny it but as times passes it doesn't seem to be that way. I think most of my friends knows who is it already. Felt so embarassed. Someone told me to be strong, hang on if i really love him[omg, first time saying HIM after many years, feel so weird.] but honestly, i dont know why i can't bring myself to trust myself. There's a barrier in my heart or maybe in me? I can't trust myself. And maybe low self-esteem? I can love someone[girl] whole-heartedly but for a guy i seem to be scared of giving my all. I'm really scared of what happened 4 years ago, even up till now, it's still a phobic experience for me. So i hope from here, you can take my hints here somehow. (: And today went out with clique. First time ever that the four of us go out together(: Skipped LLA and SLO, headed to Hougang mall. It was just fun. Bought ice cream and walked around. Stopped at Comics connection, bought myself 2PM picture cards! ^^ Damn happy! :D Okay, pictures now:         |