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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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I'm effing pissed off right now.All thanks you a fuckin' air head bitch! I don't usually say these words, but well, i guess i'll say alot from in this post. WTH. You are still digging up those things in the past, do you think it pressurizes me/us? Bloody get this right into your freakin brains! The reason why i or rather we put up with you is because we still have to go through the days together till the day we graduate, and didn't want to make things bad. Bestfriends, tsk, do you even know what it means? i had been a bestfriend to you, but not anymore. The day you defended her, the day you blame us for hiding the fact from you when we know you will be distracted by these things easily just days before N level is when i started to let this friendship goes. We even thought of every little way to keep you happy, give in to you as well. Even when you're ignorant. Since you want to dig up the past, let me do it for you. 4 years, i never fail to stay by your side. Come crying to me, telling me how much it hurts when you're with someone else and how you regret for not treasuring me?! Yes we share many things between us, but now, do you get it? I.T.S O.V.E.R! Do you even know how it feels? Let me tell you, im so so so tired. Im so sick and tired of continuing this journey with you. Why not, you try and be in my position? You say we share the same emotions, but sorry, not till like how you are now. I am in some ways, cus we are human afterall, it's just that more or less. What? We've got no guts to confront you? If that's the case, give me a day when you're free, we will all sit down and talk for all you care! But not everyone's please to meet/talk to you. When we're trying to help, do you ever listen?! When we are struggling beside you, do you even care?! Yah, care when someone else said so then you would come to us and ask "what happened, are you okay?" Cus you're always busy, busy with what? you know it yourself. Study? tishh! Everyone have to wait for you to pack your things after school? if it's 10-15 mins it's fine, but you've got no shame to make people wait for you for an hour? Asking people to follow you when you're having a date? What are you trying to emphasise on bitch? I'm not jealous, i just feel sorry for that person whom followed you. You should know who is it, the one whom you always use her phone to call your sweetheart, till her phone bill burst, and got scolding from her parents?! Do you even know that?! What can she say, when you say "im sorry"? you know she a pushover that's why you're making use of her this way. You call this friend when you embarass her in public and using her and trying any method to do things your way? Stop being a sarcasm bitch! 'Don't dwell on memories, memories stays but people dont. That's what memories is.' You got jealous when i score better results than you? And asked/screamed at me, "how is that possible that you scored higher than me?!" Is this what you call friends when you see them as competitors? If that's friend to you, then we're not. Now you know who to treasure, then treasure, dont come digging up the past, implementing this and that here. Now i am is because i really can't tolerate what you've said, and because you love digging up the past, now i had, are you happy? (: I'm coordinating with you, well, you really want to start this? Let's do it bitch. It's been sucha a long time since i had this feeling. You've got on my nerves, don't expect me to go easy with you. You don't like how i treat you when i see you but pretending not to see? Well, accept it, cus my eyes will get sore just a glance at you. So for my own sake, i won't want to take a glance at you. And since we've graduated, i got you off me, but why are you still clinging onto me/us? We've cut the line clear, but it just seems that you don't understand. T.H.I.N.G.S A.R.E O.V.E.R B.E.T.W.E.E.N U.S There's nothing else left, all that is left are memories.Good memories to you? Miserable memories to me. Take it or leave it. |