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Friday, June 4, 2010 @ 1:56 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

Going for interview today.
10.30am at Clarke Quey.
Hope i get the job.
If i do, might be able to work together with wai yee and pris!
Pris will be the boss there, cus it's her dad's company! ^^
hahah, excited much, working together with a few of the crazy girls!

Just now, dad asked me why i want to work?
I said: cus i want to save money, to buy some things and save for my future.
He: oh~
he walked away, then i suddenly called him
and i don't know why i told him that and where the hell did i get the courage from
I: "papa [that's what i call him, i don't actually call him Dad],
i will work hard, don't worry, believe me!"(:

To my surprise, he nodded and said
"yeah, good good, i believe in you with a satisfying smile".
I'm so happy, he actually first time said that he believe in me! :D
Because, he really really dislike me getting into the hairdressing industry.
I pleaded him, begged him, and many many ways to let him agree to let me enter this course.

And i think through these few months, he saw my effort, i don't used to attend school so REGULARLY back in secondary school.
Really, will be absent for 2-3 days in a week.
My attendence was horrible.
Don't pay attention in class at all, unless teacher cracks jokes.
I can't pay attention for more than 10 minutes, yup that's how i was in the past.
But now, i dare and can proudly say I PAY ATTENTION in class.
(:
But i won't deny, sometimes im just looking at the teacher but my mind was somewhere else, either music echoes playing in my head or thinking what/where to do/go later.
BUT NOW,
I go to school everyday, excluding days when im on mc.
Punctuality, it's either On-time or a little late.
But still i have to keep track of my punctuality. :P

Dad, don't worry, i will give my best!
Although it's really really tiring at times, and honestly sometimes i wonder does my hardwork gets noticed?
Maybe if you know me in the past, you would see a different me now, but since i've started afresh in ITE, i don't think those who just got to know me will know the difference between the me now and then.
But no matter what, i've just started this path im taking, and im gonna walk right through.
As now i finally know, and had my Dad's trust and believe in me, that's only gonna drive me harder.

Went to dad's shop on wednesday night, around 11pm with mom.
All his friends were there, those whom i haven't seen for a long long time.
I still remember them, they took care of me alot(:
I don't wanna talk alot about my dad here, but there are many interesting stories about my dad which i never knew, his friends told me.
Was surprised to hear about his stories, to me, he's my Hero. ^^
He always protects me and gives me the best even though he's suffering.

He's getting older each day, but as i get older in years to come and when i get a stable job,
i'm gonna do my best to give him the best in life like how he has always given me.

I don't have a perfect family, my parents were divorced when im 3-4.
I don't know about my biological mom now, but hope she's doing fine, cus even though i always say i dont miss her, but actually deep down in my heart there is still a place for her.
I know it's impossible to meet her ever again, but im still here, i just hope she at least remembers my existance.

Even though i yearn very much for a perfect family, but it never was and never will.
But now i know, it has always been and will always do, because of my dad.
My dad is not a man who expresses his feeling and what he think, he's hard to predict and when i got a word from him, i know he mean it.
His words has triggered me.
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yup, that's all i wanna share with you readers and friends in my post for today.
Hope you guys enjoy reading it, there's been an increasing amount of readers to my blog lately.
Please leave a tag if you want to, but not spam.
Although im not that friendly, but i'm not that unfriendly too.
I just don't make the first move.
Alright, signing off here.
BYE!^^