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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Had mc for 2 days, i didn't know that my throat has become so serious.The doctor said my vocal cord has snapped which caused me unable to talk normally. Not mute, just that my voice changed alot alot, and sometimes when i try to say something, no voice comes out.[but not mute, lose of voice, it's temporary] But it takes time to recover, so am taking good care of myself. No chilli for me! -.- So sad, i love chilli! :'( And my mp3 has recovered! ^^ I don't know how it happened but it just comes back "alive" again!(: That mp3 means alot to me, it's a gift from my friends[sec sch]. They shared money to buy me this mp3 for my birthday cus they know i love love music. There were 3 of them, but i had lost one of them.. And i know no matter what i do and what it takes, it would never bring her back. She's not dead but she's never gonna be coming back, cus she has completely forgotten about me/us . It's really hard for me, im the middle person. Both of you are whom i don't want to lose, but sometimes things are getting more and more complicated. Why don't you take a break and talk things out? Continueing like this won't help but will only affect the situation. I know you guys trust me, im not siding anyone here but i really don't know what's the point of all these. At first when i joined you guys, i already said to myself that we are gonna be friends till we graduate, and nothing is gonna break us apart. But as time goes by, within this circle of us, we are breaking this friendship up ourselves. OURSELVES. I have no idea why things become like this, i know how you guys feel about each other. But i can't say anything even if you tell me something, cus it takes alot of trust to tell me these things and i don't want to lose that trust you guys have in me. Like how i don't want to lose trust in you. I want to be there if you guys need someone to cry on, someone there to listen, someone whom you know that will always be there for you even through the ups and down. That's what friends are for right? As im typing here, many things are rushing through my brains, and i realised that what made this happen is we don't seem to be honest with each other. Am i right? If im wrong, please tell me so." |