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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Hello!School was boring today, whole day is theory. Then went home after school. Grandpa went home already, feels weird. Honestly, didn't really feel like going home. I think if im dad i would already let this marriage go, but he's aware of it and still continue being a "fool". Sometimes i wonder, if he could love my biological mom this way, things would be pretty much different now. Well, there goes to my wishful thinking! sigh~ used to it is what i always remind myself. Anyway! Tomorrow will be heading to buy my clothes! :D As i can't get i-touch, dad says it's not an essential it's just something extra. So well, what else can i say? :'( although i want to badly, but i believe he's disapproving it for a reason. But it's better than i can get nothing! Happy much! One thing im not sure about is, should i work on the weekends?! Cus minimum working days is two days per week, this way which means my Saturday and Sunday will be taken. And i can't work after school, the time is not flexible. :( that's bugging me seriously. No work=No money I'm sorry, give me time. Maybe i still cannot bring myself to trust myself. I feel so stupid, i can't seem to accept the fact that this time it's completely different! Why am i running away from the truth right before my eyes? sigh~ last but not least, should i give myself another chance? Another chance to love once again? I'm afraid of rejections, afraid of hurt which is expected along the way, afraid that im not good enough for him/her. Labels: understanding is not just by saying |