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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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I really dont know what it takes to make you come back.After knowing that you are living like a dead living person. Being abused and seeing you like this, really makes me hurt alot alot. You don't even wants to see us, nor anyone. Now i know, it's not that you dont want, it's you CAN'T! Because you are being controlled by a damn bastard. He says he can protect you? Protect what? Protect you from your freedom? Or should i say control? Control whatever you do, control who you are keeping in touch with. What kind of love is he giving you? And is this the kind of love you want? Abuse you physically and and verbally, need i say more? Can you just think about how many people are still caring for you. How many are worried sick about you? How much you've hurt yourself and those around you. Yes, we don't know how you feel, why is it so? when we ask you, your reply is NOTHING. What do you expect to know or understand if you just keep your mouth shut. Tell us something, we might be able to help you. I can't believe it's actually you, whom everyone thought you will have a good boyfriend and all. But we are all totally wrong, he's nice at first, and it's hardly a year and look at what he has done to you. You're such a nice girl, many better guys are wooing you but why him?! please.. i can't believe that you are like that now. And this is my first time feeling so helpless till i cry, because i can only see you suffer while i can't do anything to help. You've always helped me, you stood up for me when others mock at me for not having a mother, you stood up for me for many things and you never fail to forget my birthday nor wish me happy birthday on the dot of 12. But this is the first year i haven't got any wishes from you.. please tell me what to do to make you come back. i can't believe im crying like shit now, i feel so helpless as a friend. You said you never want to see any of us again, actually you want to see us badly, you still miss those times we shared. You cried when i ask you how are you doing, why are you crying for if you are doing fine? It doesn't matter what it takes you bring you back, i don't care if he's gonna bring his whole gang down or whatever. I do know what kind of background he is from, and thats not gonna frighten me, what i fear is losing you. I don't care what will happen to me, i care about what's gonna happen to you in time to come. If you continue like this, you will die. So please.. just hang on |