Cus you say.

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Tuesday, July 27, 2010 @ 11:21 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

Nothing much in school today.
Haircutting as usual, detest HIM, fucked up man.
Never see me cut, then come and pick fault, mr chua also never say anything then nothing wrong, dont know why the hell he keeps picking on me!
Although the sides abit out but at least correct my mistake and get to the point, don't waste my fucking time on being sarcastic.
Cus i don't entertain such things.
I know im still lacking and might be wrong in some ways, im still learning and that's why im here to learn from you.
If you don't correct me when im wrong, who will?

Basically when he say/ask me questions[sarcastically] , i just ignored him and just give him my expression-less face.
When im nonchalant to somebody, it's because im mad/dislike/don't care about them.
i think he can sense that i dislike him already.
Well, i don't give a damn to teachers like him.
If he wants people to respect him, then earn it, don't expect it.

Sorry, im in super pissed mood right now.
Im venting my anger out here.
So don't read if you can't take it.
Sorry, i just hope i can be better, back to my normal self.
But i can't seem to.
Recently, my mood is super down.
I'm trying to be happy, even though i will laugh but awhile later many things keeps appearing in my mind.
Nothing is going well for me.
For now, i just want to be ALONE.
I don't wish to say anything which i dont mean it and hurt the other party.
Cus sometimes when you're down, such things will happen.

And dammit, my pocket money is cut down. unless i use my own earnings.
How do i do that when my POSB card is not with me?!
Think before saying luh.
Keep nagging, you don't feel tired of nagging, im tried of hearing okay?
Give me a break luh, please.
You are just driving me insane.
fuck it.

If i tell dad what you told me, and how you treat me, this family is just gonna tear apart.
So, i got no choice but to keep it to myself or vent it out here.
If this family really breaks apart, brother and sister will be hurt.
I don't wish to see them go through such humiliation like i once gone through.

I'm getting bad to worst right?

"Now I know, Reality is cruel."

Truth are things we don't want to hear, and might feel fearful of, or maybe out of curiosity to want to know about it.

I had always believe, it's worth trying, it's worth giving but now it seem so distant.
I really don't want to become like this, im so frustrated with the changes around me or maybe within me?

Don't give up, it's commonly used and most people would advice you when you are facing problems.
But how many really Don't give up and keep holding on?
yup, it's true that 'when you feel like giving up, think of the reason of why it made you hanging on'.
But sometimes, it seems meaningless and doesn't matter anymore..

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