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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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What buddies do? What is a buddy to you?
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 4:51 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
This post is meant for one of my best buddy. She goes crazy with me anytime, understand how I feel, discuss about situation/problems together and sing in class anytime. You're my trusted one and you know alot about me without me telling you. The memories we had are just so sweet and unforgettable. I don't seem to care but I do. We made a promise to play together, buy clothes, celebrate your soon to-come birthday. Everything was planned and promised. But now..everything are shattered and gone, promises are broken. Can't stop looking at the pictures we took during lesson and pictures of you and me when I'm at home. Memories of us in the past just keeps flashing back in my mind. I can't stop this and I just don't know why is this happening to me but without your presence, my heart feels so empty and things just ain't right. Why didn't you hear my explanation? Is it too late to explain everything to you? You witnessed what happened, you was there. Why does thing between me and you have to end like this? You left me in silence and stabbed me at my back. I trust you so much yet you left me. If you're by my side, I'd feel stronger but you took it all away. I just wish that these are just nightmares and get it over soon. Seeing you now would just make me feel like taking a knife and stab it into my heart. I really miss you, the times we shared are just simply irreplaceable in my heart. I can't describe this feeling, all I can do is post what I feel in my blog, this is the only way you would know. I'm sorry that I can't take my guts to face you. Yes, you can say I'm useless or lack of courage but this is me. I never hid anything from you and you may be thinking that I do. Can't accept the fact that you left me like this. Would you want to hear my explanation? Would you still be there for me? Is it too late to re-build that friendship of ours? Why didn't you stand firm on your ground, making your decisions? Why didn't we just put a little more trust in each other? I'm really disappointed in you. If the situation were to be solved, it's you that I cannot forgive. I don't want this to happen again. Why does the buddies I've met are like this? This is from the bottom of my heart, there's just words which I want to say.. I don't know how to say this but there are three word I need to tell, these three word contains the words and love I have for you as a buddy. I LOVE YOU _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _... Things end this way, so let it be. Cus no matter how hard I try to get it back, the ending will be the same. Time won't stop for us, when something's gone it's gone. Just like the friendship of ours. Or should I say past friendship? I would never forget everything we shared in the past. This is what I want to say to you. -End here Labels: Sometimes when you want to CHERISH someone, you'll know that he/she is already not there. |