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![]() XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 4:45 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
If sorry can heal anything, it'll be good.I know you don't wanna hear me out nor feel like not wanting to know anything. But I still have to say this, I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. Perhaps after this incident we might not even be like before. Though i usually can handle being friends "afterwards", but i don't know why for this, I just can't. It's really hard for me to understand all these, which is why i asked you. I know, you don't like people who ask questions like this online. I cant do anything but to say sorry once again, though it doesn't help much nor make any difference to you. Like what you said, it's all the same. No matter what i do, i just cant seem to enter your heart. It's no use saying all these now because it's really over no matter how we talk it out. Really don't know what it takes to make you open up, show your feelings inside and trust yourself once again. I know it's hard, therefore I won't ask you nor would I think about this anymore. I thought alot these few days too, and maybe i just don't understand you like how i thought i do. Perhaps we are completely different, be it the way we think or see things. It's up to you to say anything about me, but i know deep inside, I'm still who I am. If you think my heart changes as fast as her, you know it inside whether have i. Sometimes we say things out in anger, words which are harsh but somtimes or most of the times of it are true. Just hope to keep it this way, I don't want to argue with you nor get this situation worse. I just want to stop it all here and just be like how we are now. I got no idea how to face you as situations like these fall on me. I'd never expected things between me and you will falls out like this. Well, it's very unpredictable and it really is. It's up to you whether to accept my apology or not, cus i've said what i wanna say. I don't expect you to forgive me nor accept my apology, I just want you to know that what i've said to you weren't lies. Be it the conversation while walking to your house when all of us gives you a bd surprise, wonder if you remember that. It's not a fake, those times where we heartily chat online and teasing each other will be kept with me as I move on. Though things turn out like this, where those heartily chats and laughters turns opposite weren't expected to me. I admit it's my fault. Things just don't come out right when talking with you face-to-face. I act like i don't care and calm, but inside, you'll never imagine how nervous am i. And when i try something, something's stoppin' me, which is my mouth of course. Every word just becomes something silly or stupid. ............. ..... .......... ................ Labels: isn't it?, it's better for the both of us, Just want to keep it this way |