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Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 10:37 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

This is for you Carine.

I know you will read my blog so i typed it here.
Because i know you wouldn't reply my text nor pick up my call, so i chose to write it here.
I just want to tell you that, there ARE still people who still cares for you and hasn't give up on you.
And for sure, among those people are your family and friends.
For sure me and bei yi are amongst one of those category mentioned above.
yes, i know and im ready that im gonna be disappointed by your words and actions, your rejections upon me.
But for sure too, that, I WILL NEVER STOP CARING FOR YOU!

What do you think our more than 10 years friendship is for?
A game? or a part of our journey in our life?
If you think that way, then you're wrong.
Cus the day we met is the day im fated to be your friend, no matter what state you're in, how devastated you are and it doesn't matter what or how you think about me, im still here.
Still that friend who grew up with you.
Yes, i admit along the way, things weren't smooth for us, but it's what happens along the way makes us stronger, or is it along the way you've changed but i haven't noticed it at all?
I thought i know you well, but seeing things from now, i don't know you at all.
at all, my dear friend..
It was all a thought..

You asked us to stop seeing you, stop looking for you and care for you.
Just tell me, how am i supposed to, huh?
You may think we are symphatising you, but we're not.
We're just walking with you through your darkest and lost period time of your life.
So please, if you've read this, please understand we are all trying to help you.

Yes, i know or rather everyone around you knows that you love him alot.
But by doing this, do you think it benefits for the both of you?
It just makes those around you worries.
And what good it does for the both of you in future?
Don't think that everyone is against you or whatsoever, no one is.
That's just the way you think.

Just take a moment to think about how much you've changed within or less than a year?
not just change but TREMENDOUSLY!!!
It's good if you change for the better, but by looking at how you are now,
is it better?

Well, you judge yourself.
Just by looking at your appearance, not wanting to include others.
You slimmed down alot alot, and you're losing your hair day by day..
your complexion becomes so dull and haggard.
But does this makes you feel good? And is this the right way to slim down?
Even so, you shouldn't neglect your own health!
This whole post is for you, there's so much more to say to you, but i hope one day, i will be able to talk to you personally.
Asked you out, the answer you give me never fails to be "err..im busy"
with what?!
Your guy?

How much longer can those around you withstand or bear to see you like this?
Really hope to get a text from you, not saying anything about gratitude or anything!
if you really do, then you won't be still acting like this.
Just hope to meet you out for lunch or a drink together.
Old place?
Du lai there?