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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 11:18 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
School was normal today.Until Fire Evacuation Practice. -.- hahah! it was damn funny, kind of embarassing as well. Me, li ting and vennie were inside the school, then we didn't know the gate were all locked. Then Jeffrey saw us and asked liting to call him, he asked us to go by the other side. Then didn't know that have to climb over the gate. Vennie tried first, then didn't managed to climb, cus it's quite high. Some girl from other course helped us, it was damn funny! hahah! Then i tried, i climbed over, but when i climbed over, some people said that the gate just open. I was like WTH?! I climb until like that then the gate just open?! Shouldn't had climbed over. sigh! :D After school, went back home. Was suppose to meet pig at first, at but cancelled. oh and yes, a few post before this, i was saying to meet SOMEONE on the 14th. Was cancelled, it will be postponed to tomorrow. Hope to settle everything as soon as possible. Then bei yi came to my house around 6. We chat chat, went to hawker centre to eat while watching Just For Laughs. We both can't stop laughing, it felt as though we are at our own house. Then she told me that 2 guys stalked her, asked her for number and stuffs like what stalkers do. She was fully freaked out by them. So decided to write something on each other's fb wall. Hope those stalkers sees it. And i want to take this chance to clear things out, me and bei yi are just very close friends. So nothing more than that, our fb relationship status is fake. hahah! just wanna help her get rid of those stalkers. She just went home awhile ago. It's been so long since we've had a day like that. (: And dad just told me something, which kind of upset me. I have plans for tomorrow, and suddenly he tell me that i have to go to my aunt's house tomorrow. Didn't tell me the reason, and he expects me to cancel whatever plan i have tomorrow. -.-! And he asked me who's going and all. I: Sophia, kas and a few more secondary school friends. Him: Some more leh?! I: No more already lah, all is girls so you dont have to worry! I was so angry at that point, im grown up now, he still doesn't trust me. But to calm down and think about it is all because he cares about me. Sometimes he's not just a Dad to me, a mom to me as well.. So for that i won't be angry at him. But of course i hope he can try not to be over-protective at times. Sometimes i feel that Dad goes a little further to make me feel happy in this house, i feel that he is trying to make it up for everything. Kind of "guilty" for not letting me have a happy family. And actually i do feel that sometimes i take him for granted. Usually, when i got home i would shower then turn on my computer. Don't spend much time with my family. Even to an extent where i don't talk at all at home. Although sometimes i really dislike her or maybe to an extent of hating her, but i will not because you love her. I will try my best to accept her into my heart, and treat her like my own mom. I know it hasn't been easy to be someone in the middle. But i really don't like family gathering, i really really don't. Even chinese new year, i go for the sake of going. And maybe for the greediness for Ang pows? sigh~ sorry dad, i just hope you understand me as well.. |