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Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 11:03 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

Hi, i finally have time to blog again.
This post will be a rather long one.
Had been working at Case Logic these few days except yesterday, i worked at the Headphones Gallery.

Okay i'll skip some, just go straight to the point.
Today when i was working, a lady had been standing at one corner of the pillar looking at me, at first i thought she was just looking at the IPad or something else, so didn't really bother much.
[20-25mins past]
So i stand there for quite some time, she finally came up to me and ask me what's my name?
She: What's your name?(:
Me: Xin ying
She: Oh, you are teochew?
Me: yup, eh how you know?
She: I can tell, and you look like someone, a friend whom i know and she got a daughter whom got the same name as you, and is about your age now.
Me: Oh really?
She: Yup, but she lost contact with her daughter for many many years.
Me: I was stunned and my mind went blank at that point of time.
She: What's your full name?
So i told her, then she nodded and smile to me then walk away.
But she's still standing at that pillar to look at me, i felt a little strange after hearing what she'd said.
And the kind of look she looks at me is different, she seems to know me.
It's a familiar yet strange feeling.
What does it mean?
Maybe it's coincidence?
Or maybe it's not as simple as it seems?
ARGH!!!!
Can't refrain myself to stop thinking so much!
And now i have a glimpse of hope in me again, hoping to reconcile with my mom..
sigh....
Why do things happen so suddenly?
And especially when you have tried so hard to forget the past and have just started to move on.
I don't know why, but to be honest, im greatly affected by what that lady had told me.
Could it be she knows me and i don't know her at all?
[in a super confused mood right now]

Oh and i saw Mrs Tan, my primary school teacher.
She was browsing through the shop, and i found her familiar so i tried my luck and called her.
To my surprise it was really her! :D
Talked abit cus i was working.
She gave me her email, then asked how am i and all.
She almost can't recognised me!
She said i've changed alot through the years.
then went back to work.

Tomorrow will be working at Funan Case Logic again! -.-
I seriously prefer working at The Headphones Gallery!!!
So much better, can play own music and try different head sets.

After i get my pay, im gonna buy
1. ITouch, cus my mp3 player is gonna die soon.
2. Clothes and shoes. Hope to get Dr Martens boots. ^^
And a black blazer, but dad will kill me if i get another blazer. :P
So a vest instead?
No sure yet, hope to find something nice.

Then the rest save it for my future, sometimes i gotta pamper myself ya know?(:
And what's more, it's the money i earned myself and not stretching out my hand towards my dad to ask him for money.
So i hope he allows(:
Still i got to go through his permission first.

*Give me a reason to stay, show and prove me what you've said is true.

Love me without fear..

Trust me without questioning..

Need me without demanding..

Want me without restrictions..

Accept me without a change..

Love me for who i am...

Like i've promised to post some pictures of the sentosa outing with clique, here it goes! (:
It's an awesome day with them! ^^