Cus you say.

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Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 11:40 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

Work was alright yesterday, i learnt alot from different products yesterday, now i finally know what's the purpose of different headphones. (:
Tried the sound of it, and it's really nice! :D

Am suppose to work today and tomorrow, but received a text from mr lim yesterday, he's conducting haircutting lessons for monday[today] and tuesday[tomorrow].
Although it's not compulsary but it's a very important lesson, really don't want to miss any practical lessons, sigh~
This morning had a difficult time to decide to go to school or work.
For work, as this is kind of last minute, im afraid they can't find replacement at such time.
Felt so horrible for giving such troubles, and somemore it's my second day of work only! -.-
Left bad impression on them.
But i promise there won't be any next time.

Today's lesson is very worth all the troubles i've gone through this morning and last night, can't sleep because of that. Worried that i can't go to school.
Learnt how to handle the scissors and some "tricks" e.g flipping the comb though it's not really trick.
It's not easy as it seems to be, but it's okay afterall, just need alot of practice.
Practiced till finger gone numb today, some of my classmates got cut/snipped by the scissors.
I had some but not so serious, but expecting more[cuts] for tomorrow's lessons.
As we will be cutting the dummy's hair.
If im not wrong, will be learning the One Length cut.
Anticipated much, as long as it's practical i always look forward to it.
Although there are some obstacles for me sometimes in handling equipment and understand/visualise.
Oh anyway, got my scissors already[for left handers]. :D
So happy!
Will be going to purchase dummy head and the stand tomorrow, to practice cutting at home.
And some kind of oil for scissors, cus have keep it in good condition.

Kind of pissed of right now.
Just hope that this wednesday plan won't be cancelled cus of work.
really fuck my life.

Don't take my silence as my weakness, im trying to put up with your nonsense.
I'm not trying to please you, im just giving you a chance to explain yourself.
I may look dumb to you, like not knowing anything but i know more than you do, and you are stupid enough to think im dumb.

NEVER TAKE MY CHANCES FOR GRANTED.
Once, twice,thrice is enough.
Now not anymore.
If i still do give you chances then i must be an idiot to do that.
I forgive you, but don't step all over me, i have got my limits too.
Please get my message straight.
And, don't look into my eyes like how you've always looked at me.
Cus now, i would not want to meet your eyes.
The kind of look you'll only get from me is nothing but coldness towards you.

And now i realised how much it takes to keep in touch.
How much words can affect someone at times.
And how promises are made to be broken.
And..
How hard it is to make decisions, i never really had problems in decision making but now i do.
I may smile like everything's fine,
act like nothing's wrong and
pretend everything's alright and it's not hurting me
but the fact is that
i'm dying inside.