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Friday, June 25, 2010 @ 12:52 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

Hi, im blogging quite late recently, that's why the dates are abit different.
Anyway, six more days to pay day!

hmm, wai yee and sophia are conducting a chalet on the 29-1july, dont know whether i can make or not.
Cus i dont think i can take off from work.
:(
Cus i start work at 12noon, then end at 10pm. [if im working at illuma]
So i dont think i've got enough time to stay at the chalet, cus dad doesn't allow me to stay overnight.
He's very protective over such things so i just have to listen to him.
Morever i told him there are guys.
sigh~
i know you would say, just tell him all girls luh!
but i don't want to lie to him, i would rather not go than to lose the trust he has in me.

Well, had been feeling uneasy these few days.
Don't know why.
I think it's the Lady that has been bothering me. [the lady which i've met at funan]
Still can't forget what she said, i promise if i ever get to see her again i would take that opportunity to ask her if she knows me.
:'(

I've been hit on by elderlys this holiday, on wednesday at work.
An old man around 50 came and talked to me.
He asked me about my studies and all.
So i told him, im currently studying in ITE Hair Fashion & Design.
He: hmph, you must have not worked hard that's why you ended up there.
Me: [was abit insulted, but controlled my emotion, as he still is a senior] why, ite not good meh?
He: You could have worked harder and pursued higher education. Go to poly or jc?
Me: I'm not interested in studies, i love this course im in now. And i don't want to go jc nor poly, there isn't any course im interested in. Morever my aggregrate can't get through.
He: Tha'ts why i said blah blah blah~~~~~~~~~~~

he said many many things, although it's kind of insult to me, ite students or even HFD students.
But hey, ite isn't how they think it's like.
I know, i know it's not EASY to be in this industry, once you get into the society first thing is to start at the lowest position, or get stepped on by others.
But bottom is where things start isn't it, and it's what makes you stronger isn't it?
It's the Attitude that Determines the Altitude.
He said may things, some even put me real down.
And through his words, i know what he's trying to say to me.
And the words he said really made me reflect on myself; I've lazed enough now it's really time to wake up and start working hard for my future.
Future, a word which seems to brings hope to some, but yet too far to reach for people like me.
It's just that sometimes there seem to be a boundary to determination.
Well, im in no positon to talk about determination until i prove results.

Oh and yeah, talking about results, i got all B except an A for CSV.
woah, surprising much.
The paper which f***ed the hell outta my brains, i scored A.
Kind of disappointted for my other module results as well.
Will work hard to get all A's.
[it's hard luh]

Alright, that's about it for now.
Gonna turn in and get up for work tomorrow.
(:
Good night! ^^