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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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24th August:Worked today, was neutral. Love the time after work, talked and laugh like crazy like no one's business. And sore throat today, then got a few times when i talk to customers, my voice break. sigh~ nothing much to blog about. Just wondering about many things right now. argh!!! How good will it be if our mind could stop thinking for a day, just A DAY! Just feel like stoning forever and ever. [impossible though] hahah! am crapping now. so just ignore it. *sometimes i hope i can really help you. but i don't know how to. im so useless right? sigh~ ** i dont know what am i feeling right now. everything just seems to be too 'real' to be real. hearing days are nearing, very scared. as soon as September arrives, that's when hell starts. what to do??? tell me what to do.. my dad buying me an mp3, as a gift. that makes me even more! nervous. All i do is pray and pray. Hope nothing goes wrong. Readers, you may get annoyed by all my recent post regarding my dad. Cus im always typing im worried and stuff, but all i can say is, blogger/blogging is where i write how i feel, sometimes it's things i don't wanna say, no one knows. "I may appear to be strong, acting like everything's fine and nothing is hurting me.. The fact is, im weaker than you thought i would be.. I'm smiling like everything is fine, but inside, im dying.. Acting like nothing is hurting me, but my face shows it all.. I act like i can handle it, but the truth is i can't.. I'm acting like it doesn't matter at all, but the fact is, it matters, it matters alot.. I laugh off the pain, but once im done laughing, the pain is back to visit me again.." Labels: am feeling numb, numb from fear, numb from hurt. im just, numb from tears |