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IF YOU THINK THE WHOLE WORLD HAS GIVEN UP ON YOU THEN YOU ARE WRONG!
IF YOU THINK YOU ARE THE MOST SADDEST LIVING THING ON EARTH, YOU'RE NOT!
IF YOU THINK NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU, LOOK AROUND YOU, HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE STILL THERE CARING FOR YOU.

YES, YOU'VE CHANGED!
NOT BECAUSE OF THAT RELATIONSHIP IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT, IF IT'S NOT THEN WHAT IS?!
YOU KNOW IT ALL!
YOU KNOW EVERYTHING'S CHANGED, IT'S NO LONGER THE SAME!
THEN WHY DON'T YOU ACCEPT THE FACT?
ACCEPT NOTHING LAST, THAT'S LIFE.

WHEN SOMEONE INFLICTS INJURY UPON YOU, IT TEACHES YOU THAT HUMAN STATE IS VERY FRAGILE!
WHETHER YOU ENTER SOMEONE'S LIFE, WHETHER BY PLAN, CHANCE OR COINCIDENCE, CONSIDER WHAT YOUR LESSON WOULD BE.
WILL YOU TEACH LOVE OR A HARSH LESSON ON REALITY?

STOP SELF-PITYING YOURSELF, IT'S GETTING NOWHERE!
WHY ARE YOU MAKING OR RATHER PUTTING YOURSELF INTO ALL THESE WHEN YOU'VE THE CHOICE TO CHOOSE?!
EVERYTHING STARTS WITH YOUR CHOICE!
AND ALONG THE WAY, THINGS DOES NOT GO THE WAY YOU WANT BUT YOU GOT TO ACCEPT IT!
NOTHING WILL GO SMOOTHLY, LIFE'S A ROUGH ROAD.
JUST LEARN FROM IT AND THAT'S HOW YOU MOVE ON AND BECOME STRONGER!

YOU'VE SAID YOU'VE LOSE THEM ALL, THEN HOW MANY MORE DO YOU WANT TO LOSE?
YES, MAYBE BECAUSE OF YOUR CHANGE IT AFFECTED THE WAY YOU REACT UPON THINGS.

TO YOU, IT SEEMS LIKE YOU'VE LOST THE WHOLE WORLD, LOST EVERYTHING, IN FACT YOU!
BUT LOOK, YOU HAVEN'T LOST ME.
I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT IT TAKES, WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO SAY TO MAKE YOU REALISE!

YOU CAN THROW YOUR TANTRUM ON ME, YOU CAN HATE ME, YOU CAN SAY I'VE NEVER BEEN THROUGH WHAT YOU HAD!

BUT TRUST ME, TRUST ME AND YOURSELF THAT YOU WILL GET OUT OF THIS DEVASTATING STATE OF YOURS.
THIS MAY BE YOUR TOUGHEST PERIOD OF YOUR LIFE, IT'S JUST THE START.
RUN IT, FINISH IT WELL.

I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU WISH DEADLY THAT TIME WOULD STOP, STOP TO THE POINT WHERE ALL THAT IS AROUND YOU IS HAPPINESS.

I DO WISH TIME WOULD STOP TOO, FOR I KNOW BACK THEN THAT WAS THE HAPPIEST ME.

BUT EVERY SECOND THE TIME IS TICKING, IT WON'T STOP.
YOU GOTTA ACCEPT THIS.

AND I CLEARLY KNOW MAYBE WHAT I'VE BLOGGED HERE MAY SEEM MEANINGLESS OR STUPID TO YOU.
I KNOW IT'S EASIER TO BE SAID THAN DONE.

WHY?
WHY DON'T YOU TRY BEFORE GIVING UP UPON YOURSELF?

YOU THINK EVERYONE HAS GIVEN UP ON YOU, YOU THINK EVERYONE IS AVOIDING YOU, BUT HAVE THIS EVER CROSSED YOU MIND THAT YOU ARE JUST PUSHING EVERYONE AROUND YOU AWAY?!

HE'S RIGHT, "so you are not going to get out and up from it,
and remain on the ground after a fall ?
and you're gonna stay there for good and wait for the same person,
who pushed you to fall to the ground to pick you up ?"

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON WHETHER WE LIKE IT OR NOT.
NOTHING CAN FILL THAT HEART OF YOURS, NOTHING.
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN.

YOU GET AGITATED EVERY NOW AND THEN, EVERY LITTLE THINGS.
SOMETIMES WE BICKER ABOUT THINGS AS WELL, THIS SITUATION AFFECTS YOU.
BUT YOU'VE LET IT AFFECT OUR FRIENDSHIP TOO.

YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE FACING PROBLEMS!
I HAVE MY OWN PROBLEMS TOO, EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN!
WHY LEAVE IT THERE UNSOLVED?
START PICKING IT UP AND SOLVE IT IS THE BEST WAY ISN'T IT?

I MAY ALWAYS BE HERE TO HELP YOU UP, I CAN BE BEHIND YOU AND HELP YOU ALONG THE WAY, BUT IF YOU ARE NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT, THEN WHAT'S THE POINT?

YOU CAN CHANGE THE WAY YOU LOOK, THE WAY YOU TALK, BUT ALL IN ALL YOU ARE STILL YOU!
STILL THE YOU.
YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO HEAR WHAT OTHERS SAY, BUT WHY DON'T YOU STOP AND LISTEN TO WHAT THEY ALL HAVE GOT TO SAY?
WHY DON'T YOU LET US HELP YOU?
YES, WE CAN HELP YOU, BUT CANNOT GIVE YOU THE KIND OF HAPPINESS HE HAD GIVEN YOU.

WHAT HE IS IN YOUR HEART IS CLEARLY DIFFERENT FROM US, WHY NOT JUST LET HIM BE IN HISTORY?
YOU CAN'T CHANGE HISTORY, BUT YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR PRESENT AND FUTURE.
IT ALL STARTS NOW, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, IT STARTS WITHIN YOU.

INSTEAD OF RUNNING AWAY FROM WHAT YOU FEAR, WHY NOT STAND BRAVELY AND FACE IT?
DODGING IS NOT A SOLUTION, THINGS ARE JUST COMING AFTER YOU.

LIFE IS UNPREDICTABLE, YOU CAN'T EXPECT IT TO GO THE WAY YOU WANT IT, THE WAY YOU THOUGHT IT WOULD BE.

I KNOW YOU NO LONGER FEEL OR TREAT ME OR EVERY OTHER ONES THE WAY YOU DID, BUT YOU'RE STILL MY FRIEND.
HONESTLY, I DO FEEL UPSET RECENTLY.
NOT REALLY BECAUSE THE WAY YOU TREATED ME, BUT TO SEE THAT YOU CAN'T EVEN RECOGNISE YOURSELF ANYMORE.
YOU SAID IT FELT AS IF YOU'V LOSE EVERYONE, THEY ARE NO LONGER IN YOUR SIGHT NOR HEART.

BUT IT HURTS MORE TO SEE YOU, MY FRIEND, SLOWLY VANISHES INTO THIN AIR JUST LIKE THIS.
IT'S LIKE TRYING TO CATCH NOTHING IN THE THIN AIR.

I'VE SAID MY PIECE.
DONE MY PART.

WHETHER YOU STILL REGARD ME AS YOUR FRIEND, WHETHER YOU STILL WANT ME IN YOU LIFE OR NOT, IT'S UP TO YOU.

YOU CAN CLOSE THE DOOR TO EVERYONE, BUT THERE'S STILL A DOOR YOU HAVE TO FACE WHEN YOU LEAVE THIS EARTH, YOUR GOD.

I'VE SAID MY PIECE, WHETHER YOU FIND IT MEANINGFUL OR MEANINGLESS.