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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Hi people!Am rather disappointed in myself after today, i suck at styling ladies hair, suck at hair colouring. So suck at everything i do. Damn! So frustrated with myself, i know instead of ranting here i might as well take the time to practice on my mannequin. Next week is my Creative Hair Design practical exam, i've failed the previous one, if i fail this one coming up, i'm seriously an idiot! I'm trying to brush up my skills, others take one hour, but i take double to make it. I'm slow, i stop, but i never give up. I know what i want, but i can't seem to do it. Don't even have an exact style, today or rather later on will be my last practice for styling. I've tried, but i don't know why i can't do it.. I haven't tried hard enough??? Or just not for it, oh gosh, to think of it just kills. But im really put down by my performances..:( sigh.... think im gonna disappoint Mr.Chua and Ms.Hong again..:'C "I have my reasons for everything, maybe you know/knew it, the way i treat you, the way i ignore you, the way i just kept quiet and my actions. To you, i may have drastic change but i really can't believe you anymore promises?? from you, it's meant to be broken. You don't need me, you only need me when there's no one else. Am i right to say that? Stood up for you, thought your decisions are firm but now what? I know it's unpredictable but if you were to make a decision, make it then live with it. I don't understand such people, who say this and mean another. I'm not in your shoes, i haven't gone through it before? Please, i've gone through more than you can ever thought of. You said, i won't be alone anymore but i guess i just have to live with it once again. I'm fine with it, just tell me. Don't keep it from me, it makes me feels like an idiot to think that you still care. You know who you are, you can talk to me if you want to, but know that i won't be the same anymore. " |