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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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sigh~I really hate living here lah!!!! Can die! I go visit grandpa, not to take money! Yes, i admit last time when i go there he will give me! But now not anymore! Cus im all grown up now! You asked me where did i get all those money from, you would kill me. Cus i asked Auntie Pat for early pay, just wanna get $50 out first so that i could buy present for my friend's upcoming birthday. But she said she lent it to me first, when i get my pay then return her. For the past two months, i've been taking two different cheques, one for me the other for my own. But out of all my pay, i just took $150 out. The rest give my dad. No one in my family knows about it. Only my friends and Aceline office people. So just now, made something, then that WOMEN came and ask me, "where did you get all those money from?" me: What money? (cus i was concentrating on doing something) mom: Dont thought we(including dad as well) dont know you go grandpa house to take money hor. [sacarstically] me: i did visit him, but i NEVER take a single cent from him! mom: then why do you have a $50 note in your wallet?! me: i saved up lah. [cus if i told her the real reason, i would just die and get it from my dad] mom: you dare to lie in front of the Buddha's, whatever you say or do heaven is watching you ah! me: this goes the same for you. i just walked off after saying that statement. I felt so insulted, but i have my reasons for it too. I feel sorry by doing this too, but what can i do? Everything i want to buy, i wouldn't possibly ask dad for money right? Why not just do it discreetly without letting them know? But sucks to the core lah, they invade my privacy, check my things and everything. I wonder am i in a girls' home or not. I feel damn upset...seriously... Wanna cry out loud, but i can't. I SERIOUSLY, DEADLY WANT TO MOVE OUT OF HERE LAH! I RATHER LIVE ON MY OWN, JUST WORK AND PAY EVERYTHING MYSELF EVEN THOUGH IT'S GONNA BE TOUGH! I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE. NO ONE REALLY UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS LIKE, I TRIED TO THINK THE OTHER WAY, BUT WHAT CAN I DO WHEN THINGS ARE ALWAYS THE SAME?! I CAN'T POSSIBLY KEEP BEING LIKE THIS, I WOULD REALLY GO CRAZY! AND I MEAN IT! Yeah, a rotten apple is always a rotten apple.. |