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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Sometimes do you ever feel that you are the luckiest, most fortunate person on earth?But at the same time feeling you are the most unlucky and unfortunate living being on earth? Cus that's how im feeling right now.. When i bump or encounter issues/problems in life, my friend never fail to listen and help me throughout these moments in life. And sometimes i feel that it's all worth it. (: I want to be that kind of friend, cus it makes a whole lot of difference to someone else's life. In the past, i really thought of ending my life due to family problems and such, but im really blessed that i have friends sent from heaven, never fail to put a smile on my face, never fail to go through with me my ups and downs . A friend more than you could longed for. If any of such friend come by, don't let them go. Am facing this situation right now. I've got a friend, for certain things she made her decision. Not that i don't respect(just don't support, btw Respect and Support are two different meaning) her decision but i just don't want her to get hurt in a way or another. I really don't. And somehow i feel that she would regret, which i don't know why. Not trying to pull things down or whatsoever. Just that for certain reason, i feel scared for her. I know it's kind of like im a mama protecting her and such, but i just don't want to see my friend hurt. Haven't been talking to her, having cold war. I started to ignore her first cus of her decision, i know im damn bastard. But yeah. Tomorrow or rather later on will be meeting her to talk things out to clear this "misunderstanding". Sometimes i and her can be rather hateful, but i don't know why, i think i really treasure the friendship between us. Don't really want things to turn sour. sigh~ I'm sucha bad ass, not giving support. But well, see how it goes. Sometimes it takes one to lose, then is able to comprehand the meaning of treasure, right? (: alright, that's all for now. Will try to update again, sorry to keep you guys waiting. |