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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Tuesday, December 21, 2010 @ 11:34 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Hey peeps!
Haven't blogged for more than a week now, sorry was packed with trainings and work. Well had been sick for the past few days, due to food poisoning. Vomitting and diarrhoea was just hell for me. Thought it was minor but ended up quite serious so visited the Sinseh. All i can say is the medicine is simply AWFUL!!!! >. Hate to take medicine cus i kind of have trouble swallowing tablets. A few days off from work already, gotta go work no matter what tomorrow. Cus im going out on Thursday to celebrate x'mas with sweeties, gonna ice skate! Gonna pay for my own expenses. And during the days when im sick, surprisingly my stepmom took extra care of me. Maybe this is the first time she've seen me ill like that? although it lasted about two days, but i've felt mother's love from her. (: i can't believe im saying this as well. but yeah. Well, Sunday went to visit Grandpa at hospital. My heart aches alot when i see him lying on the bed, relying on some tubes to breathe. All i can say to him is Get Well Soon and Sorry... I haven't been a fillial grandaughter all these while, i visit him only when im free. I didn't make an effort to do so, and when he was admitted to hospital, he was expecting to see me which is on Friday, which clashes with my Worldskill selection day. It was hard for me, but for at least i now know i've passed through it and just gonna strive harder and further. He never fail to understand me, never fail to ask about me. What hurts me the most is when i hold his hand and know that things weren't the same. He's not as strong as before, he's old now. I tried to hold back my tears while holding onto his hands. When i left the ward, tears just flows down my eyes. Mom and dad said, it's normal for someone whom is already so old to be sick. And it just made me cry more. I know it makes sense but the kind of feeling you get is like you're gonna lose someone anytime. I hate that feeling.. :'( And regarding my job at salon, i've told my boss about the distance from my house to workplace. She said she understands and all. But doesn't seem to get that i want to quit. You know sometimes it's hard to bring it up to her, as she's really too good for me. Even though i learn alot from there but my dad is kind of unhappy about me working there. So it's hard. Had made up my mind to just stay put onto the job first. Till next year starts, cus Worldskill training will be holding up most of my days. I've told her about that too, really hope she comes to understand when the day comes. :/ So many things to fret. sigh~ Job, family, school and friends. Well, i just gotta be calm! XINYING, STAY STRONG! Anyway this post would be a combo one as i'll upload pictures and music videos for you all to enjoy! 
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