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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Tuesday, June 21, 2011 @ 10:49 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
YOU ASK, I'LL ANSWER. http://formspring.me/oeungyeongMy Night Is My Dawn.
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Hey hey!Not working much recently, cus I must start to learn how to handle the shop myself. Which i don't want, check stocks, doing settlements and everything. Dislike dislike! Oh well, can't complain much. Anyway, my hair is like Golden Retriever now[those bleached part]. Am gonna refresh the colour tomorrow! Thinking of bleaching my whole head, but still considering and looking for some inspirational ideas! SOOOOO EXCITED! Then Thursday will be celebrating Chong Chong's early Birthday! ^^ Will be heading to ECP for celebrations. I hope i CAN get tanned! :> Don't know why, i can't freakin' get tanned. =.= Good in a way but bad in another. Bad thing is, I'm always mistaken from China. Thanks to my single-eyelid eyes and skin tone. And, my body clock is totally ruin! I only sleep in the morning like 8am or so, and awake when I'm supposed to be in bed. My dad keeps yelling at me to sleep early but I couldn't. :/ Oh anyway, to those who likes to watch Taiwan Dramas, go watch 醉後決定愛上你. Very nice! Comedy and Romance type. Featuring Rainie Yang! Damn how cute can she be? Was not a big fan before but after watching all her dramas, i really liked her. Her acting is good! (Y) Alright! That's about it, gonna continue my drama. And continue making Chong's bd present after that(; ▲ ▲ ▲ ▲ ▲
Sunday, June 19, 2011 @ 7:43 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Hey all!Sorry for not been updating/ Anyway, went for the NDP training yesterday at some F1 building. After helping the performer to style the hair. Went down to get some food. Seriously can't stop laughing! Saw Mr Ong, helped him to refill Milo since we're going to the "booth", filled it to the rim, and i'm trying to balance it, thanks to the stupid two[You know who you are!] who keeps making me laugh! Along the way, it spilled off little by little! It was plain crazy with them. Was realeased early as it was just a practice. Wanted to go Pink Dot, but we were all dressed in black and it would be odd if the three of us went there from head to toe all black, right? Then we would be BLACK Dot? What's more, we don't know how to go. So dropped the idea of it. But still I support Pink Dot! Then headed off to town, accompanied Vennie & Sandy to FEP to take a look at Oh So Fickle's new stocks. Believe it or not, I BOUGHT SOMETHING THERE! Hahahah~ Then hit Scape to the Flea Market. Bought wallet, some accessories and bought another dress shirt. -.-! $100+ gone like that. I better control myself before I spend any further! Alright, here are some pictures took yesterday.      ___________________________________________________________________________________ formspring.me
Saturday, June 18, 2011 @ 11:48 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
YOU ASK, I'LL ANSWER. http://formspring.me/oeungyeongTuesday, June 7, 2011 @ 11:56 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Hihi! Anyway, took that damn EFC exam and I'm so confident and ready to look at my "Good" grades. First, i was late for the examination and all that i've tried to memorise didn't came out in the paper and those which im not sure of, appeared like almost 2/3 in the exam. GDI! Was flipping through the paper hoping Minutes of Meeting would appear but not a single thing about it. -.- So did comprehension and what i know[mostly wrote it from what i can remember in class, which is ALMOST equivalent to Nothing] So just wrote anything just han tam. Cus CANNOT LEAVE BLANKS. (: Like what i did for N level's maths paper. Wrote "I don't know" "I don't know" "I don't know" in the spaces provided for the answers. Cus CANNOT LEAVE BLANK! wahah! My results was Ungraded cus the markers got no idea what grade to give and made it Ungraded! Hahah. Okay, went off track. Anyway, for that subject i've given up on it already cus i did my best but my freakin' brain just couldn't absorb. What can i do? hmm. Well it's over, no point brooding over it. Hair colouring was kind of easy, thought it would be so difficult, mugged till like 3am or so. And cabbed down to school, again. Seriously, cabbing itself can make me broke. Guess im gonna cab to school on Thursday again. Well, i realised something. SAVING MONEY ISN'T AN EASY TASK AT ALL! I sound like a spendthrift, but am not at all. Just that there are many things i wanna get but couldn't. As mentioned in my earlier post, im gonna upload a picture of a design which i drew while revising. here it is.  Well, gonna get "Inspiration is the fuel to my soul" first. I'm so fickled minded, don't know where to put! :/ Seriously can't wait to get it done, but cash tight, i hardly have time for work. So lesser income. :'((( Alright, that's it for today. Heart & mind loses it's gravity
Sunday, June 5, 2011 @ 11:45 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Tomorrow is my doom day. Will be taking EFC paper tomorrow which I don't know whyI find it so hard to remember and hard to fancy that subject. Had done last minute revision, hopefully I don't stare blank at the paper tomorrow. Do have problems like when you face the subject you dislike most, your brain just shuts down automatically even though you tried not to? Wondering this and that, daydreaming like your mind lost it's gravity. Damn, I can't help it. All the best to me! And those taking exams tomorrow! Anyway, I've said I wanna do a tattoo after my birthday before. Now I'm seriously gonna save hard for it, and since I'll be doing my favorite quote which has hidden meanings behind it, I just can't make up my mind in the font types I want. Quite a few to choose from! Am gonna surprise my dad with a tattoo AFTER I've done it. Wahahah! Bet I'm gonna hear his thunder voice when he sees it. I'm actually fond of another tattoo design, I will upload in my next post as I'm blogging through my phone now. Couldn't upload it. I drew it on my wrist when I'm REVISING. There goes to my short attention span. Alright, that's about it! Bye and good night! (; Am Ready For A Change!
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Hey peeps!It's morning now, i could say. And im still freakin' wide awake! Think i gotta buy some sleeping pills huh.. Anyway, went out to Jurong's Safra yesterday with Vennie and Jo. First time there, felt like an alien on earth, if you get what i mean. Cus i stay in the east side, so i hardly go to the west. For friend's birthday, helped them do their hair while Jo did make up for them. Nothing much actually. My life is boring! Oh anyway, I'm gonna have my hair cut! So sick of looking myself in the mirror with one eye and the other is covered by my dearest fringe. Wanna cut this hairstyle, whatchu think?  But i will keep some length on my sides but the whole idea is getting my fringe up. My dad had been complaining that he can't see one side of my eye. and now i find it abit irritating with something blocking my view. So yeah. Recently the weather has been such a bitch. Which has worsen my skin condition, damn. Breakouts and such. Argh! So gonna do whatever it takes to cure that stupid pimple on my nose and the side of my forehead. Eat more fruits, more fruits~ It does help!(: Anyway, nothing much to blog about. Am gonna turn in, SOON? But i doubt so. Good night people! :D okay, maybe Good Morning? (; Adios! Thursday, June 2, 2011 @ 7:56 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Hey peeps, been a long time isn't it?That i even forgot the existance of blogger till today. Sigh, the past two months[?] been kind of rough and smooth. Things changed in a snap, things that happens unexpectedly. I'm so sick and tired of facing all these things at home, most people go home after a long day to rest but when i get home all those things that i have to bother and things that bothers me come after me. When will it come to an end? When can she stop her actions and doings? An adult but acting like a kid. I kept quiet and live with it, i don't want to argue for as i know "what's the point". Swallowing those blames and things which i felt unfair, it kills me inside to be facing all these but what can i do, tell my dad? Give him another problem to worry about? I tried to tell him, all he says is ask me to give in, tell me "aiyah~ aiyah~". So that's what you want me to do huh? I know you're in a difficult position between your wife and daughter. I never ask much just want to spend time with you like how a child would want with their parents. But you never would spare your time for me. Each time i tried to tell you something, you either cut it off or change topic when it comes to things you don't want to hear. I'm not asking much, but do you freakin' know how it feels like?! I know i'm very nonchalent, i just can't find any way to express how i feel. But i hope you don't get it wrong, cus deep down in my heart, i _ _ _ _ you alot. I never fit up your standard of being your daughter, as you could never see me trying. Sometimes I really feel like giving up on myself cus i don't have the courage to surge forward. Seeing her went crazy just now just scared the hell outta me, i wonder what has gotten into her. I dont know why i went up to her, tried to hold her back from hurting herself and in the end got hurt by her. Sometimes i want to go up to her and ask why is she doing all these for? To drive me out of this place? Or is my existance driving her crazy? Sometimes i wonder, if my disappearance would make things better? Her actions and doings makes me hate her alot sometimes but i don't hold it against her, for what my grandpa said, "forgive those who hurt you and thank them for doing so". For now, i just want to accomplish the promise i made to my grandpa. That's what keeps me going. As the words he told me when he was in the hospital, how he held my hands tightly when my tears falls uncontrollably, i think he's the only one who sees through what's hidden behind my smile and the vibe i give off like nothing is wrong. A person whom taught me so much, gave me so much to remember has left me to face all these alone.. I'm so afraid to lose anyone, especially those close to my heart. And of course my Dad for he's the only person I can kind of rely on. Just hope that someday, he will see that all that he don't now.. That's all for now. Labels: I miss you.. TONY MOLY~ ~
Thursday, March 24, 2011 @ 9:23 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Hi peeps!
How's your day? Well, i've been rather enjoying myself these few days, going out after school, went kbox yesterday and bought something from Tony Moly today! K-Box like mad yesterday, i think if i go kbox often, believe me, my chinese would improve! hahah! feels kind of stupid that some parts of the song, you just don't know that sentence or word. Yeah, that's how stupid i felt. Here's the picture: 
Then went to Chota afterwards to meet Bei yi at iluma, as she's working.
Then she bought something from Chota, the boss asked her to tell me there are new designs and asked me to come over, so i went to take a look as well. DAMN! i really cannot enter that shop, i will come out with a big hole in my pocket! >.< Here are the pictures which we took at Sophia's 18! 
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Labels: ♥♥♥♥♥♥ Monday, March 21, 2011 @ 10:28 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Hi hi!
Today had a styling project or rather put it this way, event. Was kind of fun, and learnt along the way. Used curling tong, i've only tried once during my year one[?] as i've missed the lesson. :/ Don't really know how to handle it but after awhile, got the hand of it. Then during our lunch, me and vennie hid in the locker room to eat! Fun and nonsensical! Then headed off to town, window shopping~ :( Walked around ION, finally it has more shops! Then walked to Far East, there wasn't much guys clothings, so went to look at girls' clothing with Vennie. As she keep accompanying me to shop at guys' clothing section most of the time when we go out. For the FIRST time[after 5/6yrs old], i've tried on female clothing, actually not really girlish. >< Now i have two random things to share: Random thought #1: While shopping at guys section, some guys look at me in a weird look like why the hell am i doing there. Well to me, i'm used to it, really. And there was once someone asked me[ i can't remember who], Someone: Don't you feel weird shopping at a guys section? Like how others will look at you? Me: Nope, why should i? Someone: ..like not weird meh? Me: hahah! not at all, if i shop at a girls section, that WOULD then be weird! Random thought #2: I don't know why, i'm looking real forward to my birthday! Feel that something exciting is gonna happen! And believe it or not, i've actually thought of what to wear for my birthday when im out with friends to celebrate. Excited much! Had eyed on some clothes i wanna get and scarves too! Yeah that's just something random which is on my mind right now. And how about some photos of my day out with Vennie today?(: 
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