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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 11:47 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Hello!It's been a while since i've blogged. Nothing much actually other than some private matter regarding my biological mom. sigh.. Okay better not think about it. Just this phrase to remind myself "if there is no hope sowed, there won't be disappointment." Oh i got my pay already! Damn happy. Cus i'll be bringing my family to eat at Sakae Sushi, damn excited. Oh i got a slight crush on one of the guy there, that day i showed naomi. HAHAH! She said he look like gay shit or a goat? HAHAAH! Can't stop laughing, now she knows what kind of guy i like(: Gay Shit kind. Sigh.. I shouldn't have resign so fast. hahah, kidding. When it's was my last day of work, it's his first day there. As im his senior staff, i taught him the whole day since he came. OMG. Damn nervous when he talk to me. Because i have a habit of speaking from a one arm length distance, he doesn't so i feel weird. Damn cute leh, but that day was not a very right time cus he wore nerdy specs when naomi saw him. HAHAH! Just find him cute, eye candy ah. Don't think wrongly or think too far. Cus i can't even imagine myself with a guy. My menses came this month! Happy as well cus i haven't have "it" coming regularly for this year. Though it's pain and mood swing but i feel much relieve. Will be taking results in 6 more days. Die-.- Just hope my marks will be enough for me to get into hairstyling. That day dad mom, my sis and me were sitting at the living room. Then mom asked me, you really want to learn hairstyling? I replied "yes, that's what i've been waiting for after graduation" Then when she said "i'll give you money then you go overseas and learn". I was really shocked by the words she said but at the same time, touched. It's like, because she's not my biological mom and she don't mind spending her life saving money on me to just let me learn hairstyling. Yeah, she's mean and bad to me and sometimes i really dislike/hate her. But my heart completely changed when she said that to me. Changed as in, the way i look at her like different from before. Although i said i've accepted her as my mom but not fully yet, to be honest. But through her one sentence, it totally changed how i think towards her. And seeing my family in a state where our finances is so tight, she said this. Come and think about it, she's really a real mother to me. Perhaps not like how much she loves my sis and brother. But At least she care about me. That's what makes me really happy, and i just feel that's it is enough for me already(: Alright, got to go now. ^^ |