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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Hey guys, im back to blogging.Feels like tons of tons just shrugged off my shoulders. Today was the second round of selection for Worldskill, i was eliminated. Cus i didn't managed to finish the fringe section on time. I knew i would be eliminated, cus one of the criteria in this competition is time. Was too engrossed into smoothing the hair and didn't took notice of my last section. another reason was because im too nervous. This has always been my weakness i would say, after all these years i could never overcome it. I realised certain things, it doesn't take one time to perfect or overcome it, it may take a thousand times to really get over your obstacle. Even though i cried today, and felt horribly disappointed in my work and myself. If this doesn't work out for me, i believe if i continue to work harder there's always something in store for me. i believe everything happens for a reason. And also realised my strength and weaknesses as well. To be able to get into this training segment, im really very very happy. (: I've learnt alot, during past few weeks of trainings. Developed self-discipline in myself. Something no one ever thought i would have. If you know me back then, comparing now, i was really different. Someone who never dreamed, has now become someone who dreams and lives to it. It may take a longer route to my destination, but i believe no matter how long it takes, to be able to continue and never give up is one way to reach my destination. After today, i took back with me, the meaning of sucess and failure. One of the greatest success in life is to accept your failure and never stop trying. Today, Mr Lim spoke to me. His words awakened my thoughts. His answers answered my doubts, not entirely cus there's some i need to find out myself. Although i said i want to prove my stepmom wrong and make my dad proud. I've not proved her wrong as i really didn't make it to competition and had not made my dad proud. But all i know now is that to face the fact, i do not need this competition to prove to anyone. I just need to do what i ought to, to prove them wrong. And most importantly, prove myself how far i can go. It was hard for me to accept it at first, but no point getting upset and dwelling about it. Cus it's over, i just gotta move on. "Dear Life: I'm not sure what you're going to throw at me. I'm sure it's not always what I want it to be. I'm sure it will come unexpectedly, But I'm not the type to intercede. " "Dear future: You are full of mysteries I don't know what's in store for me. All i know that it is very unpredictable. Cus everything that's gonna happens lies on the decision i make." |