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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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I've changed, i'm no longer who i used to be.I don't know what's with me. Seems like my mind is not in the right state, not able to concentrate in school and trainings. My blowdry standard was good the first time but it dropped during the second training and more on the third training. What's wrong with me?! I can't figure it out myself either. Lately, i don't really feel like talking to anyone. Autistic or what? sigh~ If you know me, you should know that i'm a hot and cold person by now. I'm very unpredictable but mindset is simple. If you can't take me as i am, please DO NOT mix with me. There are time in days when i do thinking alot which makes me really frustrated and moodless. Don't know what bothers me so much. I know this is not a reason for me to be like this, but it's just me.. I'm very nonchalant, i don't need someone who can't take it. Sometimes i really listen, and i just need you to stay by my side or if you want just leave me and let me be silent by myself. I really don't mind. Rather than you getting pissed over me when im silent. I'm not a good friend, im sorry, i tried, but failed Is it me, is it you or is it us which made us like this? Cus we are all exhausted? Recently, my family financial arises again, i have to help out with the finances. Only me and my dad works, and how much can i earn at where im working now? $40 a day? And only once a week which is on Saturday. Cus it's closed on Sundays (but an exception for CNY.) Able to help out with what? MIGHT be going back to Aceline, cus in my current situation i really cannot just think of myself. Even though i enjoy working in the salon and learnt alot there, but hopefully my lady boss would understand my reason for leaving. But the thing is, i don't know how to mention it to her! DAMN! I seriously suck at talking man! Why am i still holding back when im already in such state. Sometimes i feel that im too selfish. Anyway, got a video to share, it touched me alot and learnt to see life differently. And always loved this piece from Yiruma, love it! |