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XIN YING ▼ "Born to live, live to dream, and dream to live." Took my first breath in this world on 22/April/1993. My current course in ITE: Hair Fashion & Design. Inspired to become the best Hairdresser, prove those wrong right. Music fills my days. Friends are my life, without them, my days are meaningless and dull. I'm someone whose straightforward and HATE Homophobics. Don't judge me before you even get to know me This is where i write how i feel,perhaps from here you may get to know me more? I Suck at expressing, so therefore this is the only place which i blog how i feel. Cus everytime i try, i get tongue tied. I don't lead an interesting life, just very ordinary. But i have a dream, that dream rides me to different vitality, challenging and extraordinary. Know me, and you'll know how it goes. I don't entertain haters here, so if you've got to the wrong site, just simply click the close button. "It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be self-satisfied with one's small achievements." FORMSPRING
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Tuesday, February 22, 2011 @ 2:37 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Hi peeps~How's life? Well today is my third day staying over at bei yi's. My dad is forcing me to go home, but I really don't wanna see that women's face. -.- Sigh~ I never said this when I face problems, I usually won't say it's hard for me, but all I can say now is that it's really hard for me right now. My dad is in a really difficult position, one side his wife while the other is child. But I'm sorry dad, can I be selfish this time? Can I think for myself once? Do you know how it feels like to be facing all these problems when I get home without you knowing? I really wanna trash things out but I just don't want to make you worry more. I know by not going home is already making you worried but it's that I want to, but i'm chased out somehow. If you wanna know the truth, there 's CCTV at home, just replay the scenario on that day. It shows clearly that I'm not the one whom started the fight. I'm really so tired of this matter.. So fatigue.. Don't force me to be Be whom I'm not, don't ask me to call someone who's not my mom. No blood related at all. What's a house/home? A place where you got almost anything and everything you need but no happiness at all? A place where it looks happy and beautiful on the physical appearance but it's not at all. I really don't wanna face all these, can I go away from all these? Not trying to avoid but just wanna take a break. How long more do I have to do that So sick to know that after school I've got to pack my belongings in Bei yi's house back. Gonna leave when Glucose is getting used to me, kind of gotten used to waking up seeing Bei yi and glucose. Once I go home, can you imagine the scenerio? Cus I can, I'm going home like somewhat shamelessly cus I've been driven out and now gonna go back like idiot. But on the other hand i'm really very grateful to my friends who've been helping me through these period of time. It really wasn't easy for me. Now I know how it feels like to be worn out, be it physically or mentally. Thanks to those who cared for me, I'll get back up. SOON ENOUGH. I just haven't found the strength to, YET. |